OK, so I’m sitting here at home on my day off not really motivated to do anything. My aunt wants me to have a yard sale with like 15 items today, but I don’t want to even put the effort for that shit. Besides, it’s nearly 3pm and these things are traditionally things that happen early. Either way, I’m not doing it. I’m just not in the mood to deal with anyone right now. I want to just sit here and do something else... anything else.So this week I took the Miller Analogies test, which I need to take in order to qualify for Grad school. I studied the best I could under my job conditions. I didn’t even know what was the minimal score for qualification to my major. When I got home I found out. Turns out I need to score at least a 30. It’s probably a good thing I didn’t know that because I would have thought I could pass it without even studying. I won’t have the results either way for another couple of weeks.
I’ve been looking for a way to take the house I inherited from my father off my hands for the better part of a year now. I know now why the fucking thing didn’t sell last year. It was simply overpriced. Worst thing is that right now I’m going to be lucky to get what my father paid for it a decade ago. It’s almost not even worth selling. Unless you take into account the mounds of debt I’ve accumulated due to stupid plumbing repairs, school, and other things. As it turns out I will probably just get enough to pay some of my current debts. I wanted to pay off the mortgage and a bunch of bills. Believe me, I’d put a nice big dent into my debts, nearly wiping all of them out, but not quite, by selling this house right now. Actually, I don’t really have any choice but to sell it. I can’t imagine bleeding any more money while the key to stopping the bleeding sits there wasting away, losing value every day.
(a few minutes later) I just got off the phone with my realtor and told her to go ahead and get the paperwork ready to sell that damn house. I shouldn’t damn it, having that cash will nearly wipe out all my personal debt and from there I could have some money to pay for school. These days having nearly every cent go towards bills sucks. Freeing up that money means a potential pool of money.
Enough about finances. The house thing being settled I need to get something done. But now half the day has gone by and I’m still not feeling up to doing anything. The sun is going down and I rather just sit here and do nothing. Which is what I’ll probably end up doing, even though there are a bunch of things to do. Sucks.
I’m going to try and submit more of my photographs to the Brand library show this year. I just deleted a few sentence that was a rant bout how no one wants to even look at my photos when I show them. Mind these words, you all suck. But enough of this, I don’t even want to write right now. Later bitches!
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