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Lousy day at work, so what's new? --
01.27.12
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Work Thursday was going well until I showed some initiative and decided to deliver some books to the rest home I'm sent to once a month even though I wasn't scheduled to do so. Why did I do this? Because I was traveling right by the place and it would save a trip. Also, I looked at my calendar and it looked it like it had been more than a month since I delivered books to the rest home. Well, I paid the price for my initiative when I came back to home base. My supervisor scolded me for making the delivery on the day it wasn't scheduled. Big fucking deal, right? Big enough that I could see the anger in my supervisor's face when she asked me why I had gone and made the delivery without asking her if it was OK. But how could I ask her if it was OK if she wasn't in her office... Or anywhere to be found. Also, I did ask one of my superiors if she knew when I had to deliver the items. She didn't know. So yeah, I took it upon myself to make the delivery without permission. So you know what? From this point forward I'm really not going to care what happens at that job. I was doing pretty good for a while there. But today just broke my spirit when it comes to caring about that job. I actually gave a damn. I know, what was I thinking? I wasn't. I shouldn't ever care about any job. No job is worth shit. You go there and give them our time so they give you money in exchange... that’s IT. A while back I stopped trying hard to please, and somehow that worked. Somehow they actually responded to that by giving me a raise and new position. After today I'm just there to blend in and get paid. I fucking hate my jobs. End Communication. |
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